Membalik Hati

Membalik hati
Sesuatu yang tidak pernah mudah untuk dilakukan
Apalagi saat dia berada sangat dekat denganmu
Tidak hanya dekat, tapi menyapamu dengan ramah
Menyiramimu dengan perhatian-perhatian
Menganggapmu ada...

Hanya ada indah
Saat dia mendekapmu
Dan kau rasakan hembusan nafasnya
Serta kehangatan yang menyelimutimu dengan lembut
Hingga tak ingin membiarkanya pergi

Tapi kau harus...



*Pic is taken from here

SHOCK!

Still hard to forget
Passionately want to delete it from my memory
Completely SHOCK!

Tepat pukul 13:30, mobil temanku yang diparkir tepat di depan rumah dipecah kaca kanan belakangnya. Tas beserta isinya lenyap. Astaghfirullah...

May Allah always be with me

Beautiful Indonesia

Just like another day...

Turn off the computer, packup all my things (include my lunchbox), prepare money for paying bus ticket (wait, did I say ticket? I just realized that we Indonesia, don't have a bus ticket).

It was 5 to 5 and I walked my self to the bus stop (not a real bus stop, but a stand of fried banana & fried rice seller). I found a flood exactly in that place, then how can I wait for the bus there? (small flood, how do we call it? Indonesian call it as 'genangan').

Suddenly I feel pitty. Is it something that I should be proud of? I work in a such infrastructure department and my office just right in front of it! but we're poor in a drainage, even for ourself. Then not only me, but all bus user should really careful, otherwise the water will just wash us.

My bus is coming! Kopaja 66, I jump in to the back seat (lucky me got a seat). Not far from the office, I know there's an expat place from US (not so sure it's a house/office, an embassy or a place to live). The bus stop for the red light and I watch outside. There are some man who I assume guards of the house work on the street. They try to pull out any mud/garbage that makes water didn't flow to the drainage. They work so hard!

Is it my country? country that I love?

Ok, you may don't get the point, but I feel such a loser. I am in my own country but couldn't find such an effort to make it a better place, but them? they just live in here for a temporary but they can make our place a better place...

*Pic is taken from here