30.6.09

Are you still awake?

Sunday night, 280609 10.10 pm, I got a surprise message.
Too simple, saying 'R u still awake Ri'

Ga biasanya sahabat-mungil-nan-lucu ku ni sms. Saat itu aku sedang ngakak2 nonton DVD sama adikku. Ada apa ya?

Kubalas. dan dia balas menelponku.

Bukan serentetan curhatan/omelan yg kudengar. Cuma ada diam disana. Kubiarkan dia menuntaskan isakannya. Iya, aku lebih memilih diam juga, sebab sahabatku ini telah berubah menjadi perempuan-kuat-tahan-banting sejak gemblenganku semasa kita sebangku selesai. Ah, rasanya dulu aku terlalu keras padanya, so that she turns into super-woman (eh super-woman sodaraan ga sama wonder woman?---> GA PENTING), which is artinya berhenti-mengeluh, berkurang-intensitas-curhat.

And suddenly I can feel her sadness, madness, powerless.

Suatu perasaan yg tidak bisa dibohongi apalagi ditutup, ketika he's the one who-used-to-made-up-her-days tell her that now he's with her bestfriend.


Sorry to hear that my dear...I know it hurts, but I know 4 sure that he's not worth 4 u...



Now I know why-I-should-be-thankful

*Pic is taken from gettyimage

2 comments:

tea said...

ow Dear,
dats pity :|

let's cross my finger and wish I don't have to do that phone-crying :) But I bet, you must have done a great thing, Ry. To listen and to show the emphaty. Wish I could hug your bestfriend too :)

perhaps, only perhaps.. the reason why she cried was not the feeling of loosing that guy,but more to the feeling of loosing her bestfriend. I think sometimes, when LOVE involves into friendships.. you should get ready to lost them both [you've been there, done that too kan?] such an Irony, wasn't it?

Unlike your bestfriend's case, I've tried my best to put my trust on it. Yes it might hurt a little :) but I believe it only happens if there were Lies, war in disguise or dishonesty... Hopefully it won't happend to me :) hmm.. and I hope I never regret things I've said and done.

now my question is:
"are you ready for anything goes along with telling the truth?"


Anyways, I'm really thankful to have your honesty at your best :) It's worth the world to me, dear.. luv you *hug Ary*. Please send my regards to your bestfriend (she's my besrfriend too, aight?). Trust me, time will heal :) *berkaca-kaca*

~guess [and count!] how many times I wrote the word 'bestfriend' here?~

a r i said...

@ Ah dear..I didn't expect u were there, reading my blog, jd pgn malu (malu2 kuda, yiiiha, hahaha).

Thanks for a very long & honest comment, I didn't mean to hurt anybody here.

It's a compliment to hv ur comment here.

Guess what, I do believe u wrote the word 'bestfriend' for your self-healing right?

Cheer up hun! I'm here 4u...